i USED to have someone who always be at my side. 

the one who listen to my problems,

the one who will lend the shoulder everytime i cry,

the one who make me smile everytime i feel sad,

the one who share the fun and joy with me,

the one who messaged me in the middle of the night if he cant sleep,

i USED to have someone like that.

but its all in the past.

p/s:: kaki saket, terseliuh. kalo dulu boleh gk nk ckp kt dia, tp skrg x dah. it'll be awkward if i contact him just to tell dat ;(